Hello Miss Calamity, I wanted to thank you again for the wonderful gift you gave me yesterday, offering me my shibari baptism. And what a baptism it was! We had only met once before, during my very first visit to the club last January, when you welcomed me and led me to M (making me kneel on the prie-dieu, and placing the handle of my leash in my mouth).
I wrote about that session on your website . Since then, I've followed your work (and DirtyVonP's) with rope bondage with ever-increasing interest (I think I can safely say I've seen all the photos and videos you've posted online across the various platforms). It's an area I was already particularly curious about even before joining the club.
But since discovering the pleasures of submission thanks to M, I've dreamed of experiencing the unique constraint of being tied down with rope. Ropes give me the feeling of surrendering my body completely to the other person, of giving them absolute power. And it's a sensation I've longed to experience, because this idea of total surrender is deliciously exhilarating to me.
Just to experience the sensation of rope, I had even tried it myself, painstakingly following tutorials. I had managed it, but of course, the result in terms of sensation was nonexistent. The essential element was missing: the Other. Whatever I did, I remained in control; there could be no surrender…
So, when I realized yesterday that M was asking you this favor for me, I couldn't believe it. And the experience exceeded my expectations even further. Your obvious kindness (which I had already sensed during our first meeting) allowed me to instantly have absolute, total trust, something essential for complete surrender.
Knowing your work well, when you placed my hands near my ankles, I quickly imagined the position in which you were going to tie me, exposing me in the most raw way.
I know you appreciate this position, of which I've seen different variations in your recent posts.
You should know that I'm a very shy, discreet, and modest person in real life. M plays on these aspects of my personality, imposing total nudity and exposure on me. So you can imagine the intensity of that moment for me, surrendering myself to you and M, under everyone's gaze (thankfully invisible to me).
I immediately loved your swift, skillful, precise, and firm touch. The controlled tension of the rope, which restrains but doesn't hurt. And then the progression of the restraint, that feeling of gradually losing control of my body. It was absolutely wonderful. The experience was very emotionally powerful.
When you untied me, I was still in that completely relaxed state, and I suddenly felt very cold. It took some time for that sensation to fade and for me to "come back down to earth."
So, I just wanted to tell you how much I appreciated the wonderful gift you gave me yesterday, and thank you again.
Have a great weekend
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